psychotic break

So far, he was oblivious to his paranoia, other that being abducted, as it were , for visits to the hospital ( a two month long visit.) In fact, his thinking, all things considered, maybe even was rational; what was not rational were his visions, more elaborate than even drugs like lsd had provided in his limited experience, complete with lazer fights and strange beings, the sky turning pail pail blue, and strange attaches (he wasn't sure: telexes to his head? lazer beams? radio waves aimed at him)? but as he sat there day after day he realised he was threw. A complete disaster, he was insane apparently, and he would learn in the years to come, he wasn't going to get better. It was a permanent condition.